last week was the busiest week of my life. i cant believe they gave me all the materials for promotion! imagine having to finish a big banner posters, flyers, stickers, agreements, buntings and all in one week! i thought i was gonna be stressed out each night but bowling saved me.

yep, bambi found a new way to do weights... you should see his friendster, he got 3 videos to prove he can strike out (and not just because of luck!)...


i cant believe it's only 13 - wait, let me check my dashboard - oh, yeah! 13 days before we go home!!! i remember starting my countdown at 95 days to go, and now it's less than 2 weeks! i cant wait to go to boracay!

i added 4 days to my initial application, i was suppose to have 21 days when i told my boss ill go home this april instead of november but when i filed my leave application i wrote 25 days but he signed it anyways and yey!

i have long prepared my itinerary since january... but i still have to add a bowling day with papa and i added one more day in bora. after watching trip na trip i realized 2 days isn't gonna be enough. too bad i only have 28 days of vacation earned so far..

my boss is the best, not only did he appreciate my business last week, he's gonna give me a bonus, too! i know - wow! but i swear last week i was almost freakin' out because i had too much job that 24 hour a day wasn't enough...



one weird thing happened today. charming sms'ed me and oh, i forgot to write here... i was ok with her. as i was discussing with ninang and bambi one late night after bowling that i put the past behind and told them its ok to invite her next time we play because ninang told me one time she asked her if she wanted to come and she did, but declined because she felt she cant face me yet.

so i told them it must be depressing to live without anyone in the house on the same age as you, cause when i was in dubai and all i had was papa's friends i was depressed too. so i told them they can invite her to let her breathe sometimes...

so i was surprised when she sms'ed me this morning... it was nothing, just telling me why she wasn't able to join us last week but the point is, i think im ok with it. i actually don't have any hard (or hurt?) feelings anymore.

i don't know why im like that sometimes. when it happened i swear i was gonna make her pay (can you imagine the expression on my face as i was saying that? lol) but now im almost open to the possibility that we can be friends.

anyway its not really my style to harbor ill feelings towards anyone for a long time (unless they really deserve it). it's like punishing yourself too, right? with all the heavy feeling when you're angry and all that.

so when i think about my november disaster i only think of the good things. like how i learned that you can hack a pc, or YMs, i even got myself interested in programs (asking our IT guys to teach me how to make one), plus my weightloss was jumpstarted by that incident... wehehe!


actually im writing this at 2 in the morning because i didn't have money in my mobile today to sms her back, so im gonna email her instead. plus bambi is in THE One because they're doing their annual stock taking tonight. so im alone. and scared. and trying to calm myself by turning on the tv and itunes out loud.

i planned to do it tomorrow when i wake up (at 12, no less... hey, it's friday!!!) but my sleeping pattern was messed up this afternoon when, instead of my usual afternoon nap bambi dragged me to the bowling alley where, after 3 sleepy games and 2 cups of strong coffee (imagine!) i still fell asleep in the tables until bambi finished his 5th game. so i managed to sleep until 10 when, when even prison break wasn't enough to keep me awake. then i woke up at 1. great.

anyways, doesn't it feel great when at the end of the movie everybody makes up, even the bida and the kontrabida? i always felt like my life is one big movie and i am (of course!) the star, bambi is the leading man, and everybody else are my co-stars... it makes my life different in a way that, if you look at it that way, you'll realize that maybe the reason why you can't understand why things has to happen is because you cannot see the whole picture - only the scenes where you're in.

but too bad i can't make the background music loud enough for everyone to hear :P