Tuesday, February 27, 2007

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i love sunsets...

*excerpts from my pretty mixed-up life*|10:56 AM|

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broken february




too bad bambi had a relapse, too. but no, not with a head cold. remember my november disaster? made me lose 8 lbs, (yeah!) but that's not the point.

i saw a sent sms last night asking charming (named her after bakekang's daughter, too nice of me, eh?) for a chat session again. so i got confused. and angry. and hurt. so damn hurt.

but although i am confused, i don't want to be melancholic. i don't even think about it. sure, every now and then i feel some pain, but i push away the tears. i think i am in denial not because i cannot accept it, but because i simply don't want to think about it. period.

i try to be busy. i listen to happy music. i surf. i call people. but later, when i go home to sleep, there will be quietness that i cannot escape.

i don't know what to do. what to plan. everything will be ruined again. and will be ruined permanently.

that's why i don't want to think. yet. because it will be so complicated and the consequences will be fatal. and im getting tired of this. tired of the cycle of getting over and getting hurt again and again. and again.


february. the month of love. yeah, right...

*excerpts from my pretty mixed-up life*|10:25 AM|

Monday, February 26, 2007

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relapse... the thing we all dread the most.


my boss is coming to the office for the first time in 10 days. he had a severe head cold, see. plus, this week when he took one med it made his left knee swollen. poor chap.

so he had a relapse. and the office is less stressed. i should be happy.

(sigh)... i should be.

*excerpts from my pretty mixed-up life*|9:08 AM|

Friday, February 16, 2007

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what the--- where did spring go???

im not really a morning person. every day as i get off to work i always walk sleepily to my office wondering why it wasn't initiated that ofice hours should start at 11...

so today when i woke up at 15 minutes to 12 i felt so lucky that i was able to comfortably dream until noon. i just noticed one thing - it's hot.

winter is over? thank goodness! it's not like the fresh cool winter i was hoping for - in fact it was a frigid, bitter, shivering winter that swept past us for two months... it was biting my skin, freezing my bed (even under the covers) and making everybody hydrophobic for a while...

they even had a weather warning that it was going to snow... well, maybe it didn't, but it surely was a hypothermic january.

it's all our fault - last year when winter barely tiptoed past us, we were all complaining how faint the cold was! so now, winter kicked all our ass and gave us reason not to complain anymore.


but as i appreciated the fresh breeze of spring yesterday, i noticed how early summer is approaching. oh no, im not complaining... actually it would give me one reason to be happy because we're going home for a 21-day vacation on april! im already counting the days!

and the scales... i can't go back with too much weight or everybody will scold me again. coz when i went home last 2005 i already dropped to 95 lbs, the lowest since i went to dubai where i ate everything my father could buy..

so last year when my weight accelerated to 108 lbs i tried initiating my weight-loss plan again... to no avail... but the reason came as a disguise when i lost my appetite by november (thank you heartbreak and skyflakes...) til it dropped slowly but surely until yesterday when i checked the scales im back to 97, just two pounds away from the weight when i went here...


now i can finally say im ready for manila... shopping, here i come!

*excerpts from my pretty mixed-up life*|10:36 PM|

Monday, February 12, 2007

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i've had a sudden photoshop craving these past few days... maybe because comiclife has robbed me of hours in editing and stuff, or maybe because i have found so many resources in my mac and magazines that i've started some semi-serious photoshop combats these past few nights...

and here are the results:


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purely inspired by that evil font

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he was so happy with this that he uploaded it in his friendster

and this one,
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this one cost me 3 hours of sleep last last night looking for that perfect font and two bloodshot eyes this morning trying to get it perfect last night. i actually cannot get my eyes to open this morning looking at macoy for 3 hours straight last night...

but i love it! i love it so much i made it my primary photo in friendster!


:p vanity kills...






one last kick from comiclife

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Sunday, February 04, 2007

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i love my new mac!!!


and Comic Life is one of the many reasons why!!!





Here are some samples:


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manila 2005



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Friday, February 02, 2007

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hey!?!


what happened to my blog?



where's the date?



and where did my cbox go?!?!


*excerpts from my pretty mixed-up life*|12:28 AM|

Thursday, February 01, 2007

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oh, well... hello!


i was so full of life these past few months that i didn't have time to blog (or for a more honest reason, i was lazy to do so... sorry, my bad!)

after my november disaster i lost my interest in blogging, and i visited friendster more, but now that im over it im glad to say that i am back and here to stay, er... blog.

just last month i was so homesick because we were planning to go home this april but when bambi bought me (the coolest mac ever!) the intel core duo macbook i was so obsessed that i spent 90% of my waking hours in front of it, and for one week until now im still not finished migrating..

and although it's great that apple extended its hand to intel-core chips (take that, pc!) im still hesitant to have it installed mainly because pcs are such virus magnets (plus they can be hacked hehe!) but then i've read about macarena, and slowly the smugness fades away.. but im still not gonna trade any mac for pc, not in a gazillion years!

what did i find new? well, aside from the fact that it has a built-in camera (no more buying mac-compatible webcams!)
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(that little dot at the top of the screen! and that's not my hand btw... i just saw it somewhere), it has photo booth (like a photo booth, duh), the new versions of itunes and iphoto, kuya dino gave me a full set of ms office for mac and roxio toast plus an antivirus for free! what's more, i can run bambi's sims 2 here! aahhh....


so now im just finishing this migration, or moving my files from my old ibook to this new macbook, which i call "macoy"... we have names for our laptops, bambi calls his laptop "toshi" because it's brand is toshiba. my old ibook? i called it "libro"...

so as i was saying, bambi's out with tj and greg to play billiards, and im just finishing my migration and listening to my drive trip album, i can't believe i have so much to do to migrate, but it was a blessing in disguise because i finally had the chance to clean my files..


just when i was about to give up emailing cvs, something serendipitous happened early this year - our old watchman gave a flyer about a new advertising agency here in Bahrain and i thought, hmm, maybe if they're new i can get my father there, so not expecting anything, i emailed his cv and guess what? wow, their office is in the 21st floor in almoayyed tower! and he was interested! i was so glad, and we were suppose to have a meeting today but he got the flu so it was cancelled but it was okay because it was so crazy in the office this morning that when i got home i just ate pasta and fell asleep even with a full stomach.


what else... well, my sister and brother are out of our house because of a misunderstanding and although it hurt me because they were rude, bambi made it up by apologizing to men and standing by my side all the time. everything's ok now, though i might feel weird meeting them in april.. and more - i'll be with his parents when we go to boracay.. oohhh, major o.p.




*excerpts from my pretty mixed-up life*|11:44 PM|

[[ rEbELLE hEaRt ]]

female + leo + brown eyes + black hair + lover + fighter + listener + whiner extraordinaire + clumsy + emotional + private + quiet + fickle + wanderer + big dreamer + loner + reader + writer + graphic designer + artist - charcoal, watercolor, pencil, illustrator & photoshop + scribble freak + anti-procrastinator + unpredictable + reliable

[[ mY LifE ]]

has a very baaad memory + a big scaredy-cat + creatively inclined, but terribly unmotivated at times + efficient whenever passionate + skeptical sometimes + want to learn how to drive + college dropout (hahaha!) + most of the time confused + angsty + believes in karma + thinks bambi is yummy + blaring headphones when working resulted to inability to hear people sometimes + laid back + forget faces, remember names + has mild oc tendencies + trying to escape reality at most times + still looking for inner peace + terribly afraid to see supernatural things

[[ mY mEss ]]

shopping + sleeping + drawing + hp + green tea + cold pizza + pasta + fries + jackie chan + fight club + hale + pucca + r&b, soul & acoustic - not a music-lover, but a sound-tripper + candles + photography + guitar + painting + charmed + itunes

[[ mY buSiNEss ]]

life goals... to kick ass and drive a 2-door m&m-yellow-colored lancer

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