no excuses!
wah! i miss mah cat...
hey, who the hell smells? it's too early to be smelly... and starting the day without any food sucks!
i am overworked, and since it's ramadan i can't chuck something coz it's not allowed, and more times than one i have felt like fainting, unfortunately i am too well-rested in the afternoon to faint, so i'll usually just sleep from 2 when i come home til 5 til bambi is home then sleep again at 11 when he's sleepy.
that's why there is no excuse for me to be lazy.
these past two nights i had nightmares of monsters. i've never had nightmares like that, and i was wondering why nobita always had that dream of monsters chasing after him coz i've never thought it was possible. well, guess i was wrong.
i just wish i could figure out why im having these nightmares now... maybe because im stressed.
i love this ramadan timings, but i hate that you're not allowed to eat. it doesn't matter, i think fasting would be good for me anyway... and i love my office! i am so spoiled... sd and mumu doesn't mind me having screw-ups sometimes... my office rocks!
and im spoiled in the house, too.
i love my life!
wah, bungi! (ako po yan sa left!) wahaha!
i have a lot to tell, but i haven't got any time...
honestly, for two weeks i have been deprived of a proper sleep... im like a walking zombie just repeating the words "let me get through this day alive" over and over again... i had to ram my headset deep in my earlobes to let the blaring music keep me awake when i am crossing the street... and hoping the doves won't pee on me while i am walking lazily on my way to work...
this week is fully anticipated by the arrival of ramadhan next week. no, it was not the fasting i am excited about, its the 6-hour working days i am thrilled at! i can't wait to get off at 2pm!!!
but last week was fully anticipated by our first-ever company field trip (nyah, parang bata), and last friday the wackos are out in full force for the first time! it's nice to see those dorks get out of their shell once in a while...
improvised head count
with saurabh's wife
with ate maricel and biju, both from accounts
walang pakialamanan huh
o head count uli, sino kaya ba ang nawawala?!?
sa taas na to ng tower, na elevator lang nag daan pataas..
mga hindi takot mastuck sa elevator!
after lunch
riffa fort
habang naliligo na ang iba.. nagpapa-cute kami wehehe
tell me, why would you place that damn gasoline exactly on the way the wind blows???
irony pops up once in a while, i have always stood in awe on how something turns up so weird all of a sudden...
have you ever felt so scared that your knees were shaking as if to emphasize the gravity of what happened? that photo may look like a typical bonfire, but it could have led to a bigger disaster have it not been for iqbal. when they poured the gasoline to the woods lying on the sand, and the moment jalil threw that piece of coal, fire spread to the woods then to the gallon of gasoline lying innocently nearby.
i was frozen as i saw the fire coming to life inside the gallon, and if bambi hadn't pulled me at the back of the cottage i could have stood there all those time. but iqbal, i don't know if he just has the nerves of steel or the mind of a freaky kind of man whose presence of mind wanders from time to time, threw sand to the fire in front of him as jalil (frantically funny) struggled to pour 7-up to the now-growing fire.
see the relief on those faces? thank goodness every stinking one of them is fine...
but in it's freaky irony, come saturday morning, the one who heroically saved our lives was found in jail. guilty of bump and grind. at 4 in the morning. imagine the irony. but he's out today, it's just too bad he cannot work for a while.
so next time, no drinking and driving, ya hear?
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and the biggest fear of all...
yesterday my father had a mild stroke, and it scared the living poo out of me.
here he is with his wife, who in the terror of the moment, started lashing strange sms to me. panic-induced-blaming? i think not...
so for the first time (wee, a lot of first times here, eh?) i had lunch with bambi on a working day. yes, that moment would have been typical, but it was special for me. i was too scared to receive a bad phone call if i am home alone so i went to seef and had lunch with him and mommy carol, aggie, candy and kawall. he has always made me feel safe and warm, so i had to rush at his side at that time.
found this somewhere...
im here in a meeting
but like a kid sitting in a high chair, my foot isn't even touching the floor due to the height of the swivel chair. im just wiggling it in the air.
and yet im in a meeting. and not just in a meeting - i am conducting it!
i think sd is grooming me to take bigger responsibilities here in the office so when he takes his vacation i can handle some of the tasks he'll leave to me. he is so cool!
so here i am now waiting for my cue to start...
how cool could this be?
ooops,
... the salesmen are starting to fight with each other...
ill post later!
i've broken my left foot - again!
at least that's what i thougth what happened when i was jumping and heard a loud crack from my left foot.
it happened in Dubai before, when my father and i was walking out of our building and he was wondering why i suddenly disappeared from his horizon.
next thing he saw, i was lying on the pavement (oh, the shame!) tending my left foot. i didnt see the sidewalk ending and my foot took the spill.
waaaahhh, i dont wanna go through that thing again... the 'hilot' is actually more painful than the strain itself! it was as if binabaliktad ni lola ang paa ko para dumiretso... or something like that.
and today! i can't be absent today - i have a lot to do...
*sigh* what a way to encourage me in blogging...
so what's new since last time?
i called my parents - oops - major trouble... didn't i tell them i got married?!?
see - the trouble with growing up without them is that you can get too carried away that you forget to tell them what's been happening in your life on a quarterly basis at least.
gee - what a sleaze i've become!
no more crikey... :_(
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[[ mY LifE ]]
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