So! It's been a while. You come here often?!

my sister, who is close to having a nervous breakdown (damn for those who made her feel that way, it will go back to you 10x and you'll probably feel like shit, too) goes to an internet cafe twice or thrice a week and she has more posts than i do. and here i am always in front my ibook and pc yet i can only blog once a month...

and still i have nothing to say.

hey, why did i blog today? has been a long time since...

i was just psych-ing myself for another artwork and it just came to me to write what i feel at the moment.

i think i'd die if i don't daydream once in w while... maybe that's why i am so freaked out these days - I CANNOT FIND THE TIME TO DREAM!

aha - mystery solved. back to work.

but....

while bambi is physically fatigued due to The One's one month sale, i am mentally exhausted. i am swallowed by my work. this pocket magazine has not been finalized yet. not my fault - most artworks are pending from the management. sometimes a designer's life is so unfair. you take your time and energy to make something and they cancel it just like that.

yeah - and like that's all i care about this week. or this year so far. most of the time i take my work home because i cannot fit them all in my office hours. unfair - i know... but im not complaining.

even though i am starting to show signs of stress - sometimes i screw up something that i normally wouldn't. i am so in need of a break!

and just when i thought i could celebrate when we publish this magazine to relax my nerves i got another assignment - web design. not all my own though - i have to collaborate with this web developer from london. i just feel like i haven't rested well since this year started, i am so busy with creative and secretarial gigs, i can't imagine how crazy it could be in the future.

but like i said before - i am not complaining.

hey - what is a blog for if you can't say what's in your head and not worry about the listener going away? if i am boring you, you can go...

so what is my stress reliever this month? bambi just bought me a gameboy advance sp. i am lovin' super mario...

and it's really helpful to let time pass when you're on the treadmill. yeah - he bought me one last month, but i haven't noticed any difference on my weight. i lost two inches on my waist though... cool.

last night bambi bought batman and pokemon and yuyu hakusho... ahh! haven't you noticed my bambi seems to be buying a lot for me lately? like he said - "hey, anything to keep you off the mall each weekend..."

ok...

remember tina romulo? i blogged about her on my other blog last last year, when she told me she was pregnant? her son is going to celebrate his first birthday this sunday. i hope bambi and i can go, it's like a reunion for new-age staff who went away and those who stayed. i can't imagine how noisy we could be!


hmm...

i love nina's song jealous, it's melody is so nice. these days i could be listening to rocksteddy or nina, whatever my mood needs...














i don't know why i am such a crybaby these days - everytime i hear a sad music, i cry. everytime i watch oprah, i cry. like when she gave this fantasy wedding and it was so nice and romantic... my gosh i really cried when they went to each other's mother and thanked them. it was so touching...

anyway i have to finish two artworks tonight so i think that's enough to update you at how crazy it is right now... and i haven't told you half of the story yet!


...i suck at blogging...