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Friday, November 10, 2006

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it was broken... but it was not lost.

though i thought it would.

or, shall i rephrase that by "it almost was"...

they said it was natural for marriages to have situations like that. i disagreed all the time. how can you do that to someone if you really loved her with all your heart? or is the saying "we always hurt the ones we love" true?

the most painful thing was she was a friend. at least i thought she was to me. i liked her to be my friend. even before. but destiny proved otherwise.

i realized though, that come to think of it... i have proven that i can be strong. i even shocked myself on how calmly i accepted a situation like that.

and even shocked him by proving that i can let go.

but we have sorted it out. sort of.

kidding aside, for 5 years, this is the most horrible situation we have ever encountered, and we both hoped we'll come out of it stronger that we came in.

at least i've proven to him that i can be a fighter, and he has proven to me that he cannot live without me.

the storm was finally over, and even if there are still rainshowers, at least i have my sunshine beside me.

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*excerpts from my pretty mixed-up life*|7:01 PM|

[[ rEbELLE hEaRt ]]

female + leo + brown eyes + black hair + lover + fighter + listener + whiner extraordinaire + clumsy + emotional + private + quiet + fickle + wanderer + big dreamer + loner + reader + writer + graphic designer + artist - charcoal, watercolor, pencil, illustrator & photoshop + scribble freak + anti-procrastinator + unpredictable + reliable

[[ mY LifE ]]

has a very baaad memory + a big scaredy-cat + creatively inclined, but terribly unmotivated at times + efficient whenever passionate + skeptical sometimes + want to learn how to drive + college dropout (hahaha!) + most of the time confused + angsty + believes in karma + thinks bambi is yummy + blaring headphones when working resulted to inability to hear people sometimes + laid back + forget faces, remember names + has mild oc tendencies + trying to escape reality at most times + still looking for inner peace + terribly afraid to see supernatural things

[[ mY mEss ]]

shopping + sleeping + drawing + hp + green tea + cold pizza + pasta + fries + jackie chan + fight club + hale + pucca + r&b, soul & acoustic - not a music-lover, but a sound-tripper + candles + photography + guitar + painting + charmed + itunes

[[ mY buSiNEss ]]

life goals... to kick ass and drive a 2-door m&m-yellow-colored lancer

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