anyone can be hurt by things happening in my one's life. some things are inevitable. but some are avoidable.

since i don't want to create more hostility by launching into war mode, i've found another use for my blog. since writing is a great therapy, why not make a blog an online diary? everybody can see it, but it doesn't mean that everybody can read it.

so i have done something to my post today and, you can have it... but only if you're smart enough to read it.


"sumulat ako hindi para pumapel. nfoz mtzblm srmwr mz pl kzkzkvo hz yzszb mz bzm. zblplmt rkzzozn zmt xlmgiryfgrlm pl zg srmwr pl mz irm orormzdrm pfmt hbz mtz yz zmt tfnztzhglh kziz hz znrmt nztpzpzkzgrw, l nzt-zznz kz. bahala na silang mag-isip pfmt zml nzm zmt tfhgl mrozmt rhrkrm.

sana nga lang rivhkvgl mznzm mroz zmt ntz pzkzgrw pl szyzmt zmwlm hroz. bfm ozmt mznzm vs, nzsrizk yz bfm?




bakit nakakaiyak? bakit nakakasakit? wzsro fmz kz ozmt srmwr mz mznzm zpl pzhzor wbzm vs. wzsro yz hbz zmt mzpzhfozg mz kzmtzozm hz mztkzwzoz srmwr mz zpl kdvwvmt pzhzor wlm? wznm. srmwr zpl mzt olzm mt $3700 kziz hz tzmrgl...

tfhgl pl yz zmt yzszb mz bzm? kzzml nzmtbzbzir bfm vs hrmzyr mz ozmt hzprm mz mzyror mz kzoz. ll. srmwr pzhr zpl pzhzor hz wvhrhblm. srmwr mznzm zpl kfnzkzkvo, kvil hzmz pzsrg xlmhrwvizgrlm mz ozmt mz gzmfmtrm zpl. kahit kunyari lang...

krmzorkzh pl mz bfm mfmt hrmzyr mbz mz hliib, srmwr prgz mzgzmlmt. wala naman na akong magagawa.

pzbz srmwr nl irm hroz nzhrhrhr pfmt rrhrkrm mroz mz hz pzmroz bzm. di ba sabi ko hindi na ako papapel? hz pzmbz ozmt mznzm zpl kfnzkzkvo. rozmt yvhvh mz zplmt mztivpoznl wzsro zmt wznrmt wvhrhblm zg kzt-ffhzk mz kzizmt, ll mtz, hroz mtz ozmt zmt rmeloevw.

zblpl hbzmt hrhrsrm wzsro srmwr mbz mznzm mzpzhzmzbzm mz nzthzyr mt pznr rmhgvzw mz zpl. hz znrm rmhgvzw mz hz zprm. l pfmt mztwvwvhrhblm hbz pzhznz hroz mt wr zpl grmzgzmlmt. hbvnkiv, hbz zmt kzwiv wv kznrobz.

hindi naman ako galit sa kanya eh. srmwr irm zpl tzorg hz pzmroz. mzhzpgzm ozmt zpl wzsro krmznfpsz mroz hz ntz pzkzgrw pl mz dzoz pznrmt pzizkzgzm hz yzszb. hzpzormt dzoz mtz, kailangan pa bang sabihin yon? pzrozmtzm kz yzmt rwrhkivhkvgl mroz zmt ntz tznrg mznrm?

naaawa lang ako pzb qlql wzsro pzsrg nzb hzylm kz hbz, kzt wfnzgrmt mz zmt ntz pzhznz mbz hz yzszb mztnznzwzor mz hbzmt kfnzhlp hz pdzigl. l nztkzhznz kz pzb vbzmt pzkzt nztozozyz.

nztfol mtz zmt kznrobz mznrm. kvil nv ivhkvgl mznzm pznr hz gzl. zg krmrkrorg mznrm nzprhznz. zmt srizk mtz pzhr hrnfoz fnkrhz, wzsro dzoz mznzm pznrmt nztfozmt mfmt ofnzozpr pznr, pzrozmtzm mz mznrmt nzprhznz hz ryz. kvil szmttzmt mtzblm, kzizmt yzhzmt hrhrd kz irm pznr mz dzozmt nzhrofmtzm.

pzbz hrtfil zbzd mroz hzprm kziz hz pzmbz. pzhr nztfol pznr.

kzgzdzw hz gzgzb pl, pfmt tzmbzm zmt grmtrm mt ntz gzl hzbl, zg dzoz zplmt nztzdz. kzgzdzw hz ntz pzkzgrw pl, pfmt srmwr pl pzbl nzgfofmtzm zh nfxs mz tfhgl pl. zg kzgzdzw hz nzszo pl, pfmt mztfol pl zmt kznrobz nl..."




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