i thought my homesickness would never catch up with me again.

after almost 6 months for the first time since i came back here i had that longing last night to walk through smb's connnection bridge, you know, the one that connects bldg a to b. i felt like, for 5 minutes, i would like to just stand there and watch the cars passing by below and catch the afternoon sun while the passers by around me goes on with their life not knowing that with all the abundance and hardship combined in living in another country, every person out here simply and secretly wishes that if we could just earn what we are earning here in manila, we would never ever leave our home... it's so sad..

so i had time to think last night because for the first time in 3 weeks, i had a full sleep and didn't worry about any artwork that's going to be pending tomorrow. but it's still not enough! this morning i had to be dragged out of bed again...

then when i came to work it was so frustrating because they said im delaying the printing jobs.

hello? the last time i remember it was pending on the management's side... a magazine, a flyer, a poster plus a secretarial job to boot and saurabh gave me 4 loads as well, what kind of cyborg can finish all those work in 8 hours?

plus my phone is constantly ringing, countless winners bother my chores, i am not eating, i haven't been sleeping for more than 5 hours for the past 3 weeks, and my sibling responsibility has zooomed into proportions when we got their report cards last week...


i am so tired...